Anisah

2007-11-01T08:45:00.001+08:00

I've moved!!!

www.yellowelephant.multiply.com

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

2007-08-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

its been some time since i last updated my blog i know. i haven't been online much - other than checking the mail and looking out for announcements.

nie has been okie... so far. first 4 weeks will be a bit slack for me since i dont have to go for content upgrading. most days, i only have to attent 2 hour lecture/tutorial.

other than that, nothing big has happened so far. unless.....

unless you consider both my parents and bf's parents meeting a big deal. :) happened quite some time ago though but yeah, went well. great in fact.

other than that, everythings the same.

school, tuitions, dates with bf and outings with family. bz bz bz.... :P

2007-07-08T10:26:00.000+08:00

tuition then followed by dinner at simpang b with bf and his friends. i finally found a place which serves good cockles~ slurp... going there again soon. even managed to squeeze in a session of pool last night. :)

its already sunday! and i've yet to finished my work. hehehe. told the girls about what i've been assigned to do and they told me the workload is considered alot for trainees on ESP. *shrugs* what to do. whatever it is, i'll always smile and say " can~ no problem" whenever im ask to do work.

on a more important note, number 1 told me last night he has stopped all his "gang" activities and is trying to slowly get away from all of it. i have to say, that was one of the happiest moments ever... to see a kid making an effort to change for the better.

hmmmm... i think i might have choosen the right path afterall. well lets see if i still think the same way after 1 year.

*prays*

2007-07-06T18:23:00.001+08:00

TGIF!!!

been quite a tiring week, especially so when i've been going public. proper work has started meaning lesson plans bla bla bla. but nonetheless, i still had time to watch transformers with bf and his friends... in tampiness and on a weekday. boy was i sleepy the next. i wake up at 5.15am everyday now. amazing hor~ who would have thought that when it comes to work, i'll be one of the earliest to arrive. hehehehe.

agenda for this weekend would be completing my powerpoint slides for all my classes and setting tests papers. then on sunday, it'll be family reunion time~ and for the first time in 1 and a 1/2 years, we're going as a one family coz my eldest sister just reached sg last night!

she bought me 1 zara silk blouse and 1 zara dress. pretty. and i also got a liz clairbourne bag and oooh.. a mexx bag as well. what else...hmm... and chocolates! my big box of Godiva chocz is still unopened. slurrrp!

right... time to cook maggi. malas nak go down and buy food~

2007-07-02T11:23:00.001+08:00

woah.. its been that long since i last blogged. hehehe..important updates.... lets see...

im 23 already! spent my birthday with parents and bf in jb. seafood and then shopping at jusco. i think now, i can go jusco every week with bf. weeee~

house looks great. my bedroom... frankly speaking looks like bilik pengantin. hahaha. my aunty and uncle kept trying to pry information out from me. *giggles* all i can say is... *takes a deep breathe* wait for it. whatever it is, i'll be sure to blog it. :P

and oh yah, the car got into a minor accident 2 days before my birthday. sob sob. i havent driven it till now. takut!!!! but okie lah, repairs have been done and my baby looks brand new.

thank god it wasnt that bad. the minute it happened, i called my dad. but his phone was off. so i called bf and u know what? bf travelled from his work place at paragon to imm(where it happened) in about 15 mins. he also drove the car with me to Honda service centre to file a report and he handled all the insurance stuff.

traumatising experience. *shudders* so for now, bf does the driving. lets stressful for me. :P

yawn... im sleepy. think i'll take a nap on my new bed. hehehe!

2007-06-23T18:31:00.000+08:00

as previously said, i've gotten my car. *beams* but i've yet to take a picture of it. driven all over with the bf. and alhamdullilah, its getting easier and more relax.

been busy this week, with that silly course that i have to attend. just finished throwing away stuff to make room for new furniture coming tmr morning. this time, my parents bought me a 4 poster bed for my birthday! complete with a brand new springy comfy matress. i'm also getting a day bed(for the other room), new computer table, new dining table and also a display cabinet(to display some china).

*jumps up and down*

zzzzzzzzz

2007-06-20T13:59:00.000+08:00

soooooooooooo...

i've collected my car and its sooo pretty. at first i was quite nervous driving it, but the steering was sooo smooth. had quite a fun time driving it.

i woke up at 5.30 today since i need to leave my house one hour later. *yawn* though the course only starts at 8.30am, i reckon i have to leave early to avoid the traffic. *stupid grin*

and to come to think about it, i'd probably have to wake up at 5.30am for the next 4 yrs of my life minus school holidays.

*silence*

2007-06-18T13:32:00.000+08:00

woke up today cause someone was calling me on my hp. another tuition agent. the best part is, the kid wants to come over to my place. shiokness. so after a few calls, we've fixed the timing. saturday 6-8pm. which means, my saturday morning and evening would be spend giving tuition.

9 - 12--> Mendaki
2 - 4 --> 1st kid(Pys,Chem)
4 - 6 --> 2nd kid(Pys,Chem)
6 - 8 --> 3rd kid(E math)

its going to be a loooong day but i dont mind, since i'll be gettin paid quite a lot for the private slots. shiokness. then i figured once tuition ends, i'll chop chop get ready to go out with bf. with the car coming, i can easily fetch him after tuition. *smiles* hear that dear, I will be be fetching U! no longer the other way round. :P

oh yah, im getting the car tmr. forced my dad to take half day and accompany me since bf is not free. and then i'll be meeting bf later at night. he's going to re-teach me how to drive plus showing me the route to school. and he's doing this after work. aawwwww~ so sweet right?

how can i not absolutely adore him, u tell me?

2007-06-17T15:36:00.000+08:00

fantastic 4 is by far, the best movie i've watched this year. its even better than pirates of carribean. im now anxiously waiting for harry potter.

just look at him... *drools*

2007-06-17T05:13:00.000+08:00

im very happy. i went on maple since 2am just now and managed to pq non stop. from 0.58% to 82.6%. all in a few hours. by tmr, i'll reach lvl 26.

happiness.

2007-06-16T13:49:00.000+08:00

woke up at 9.45am today which is so early for me. checked my hp. 3 sms. 2 from bf and 1 from my tuition kid. she wanted to postpone tuition from 10 to 11. eeeps! how could i forgot. *smacks head*

anyway, during tuition, claire called. i am getting the car on 19th june. *runs around the room* and she gave me the license plate number as well.

ooooooooooooooooooooooooh~

good news kan? alhamdullilah. more good news, bf got himself a part time job. with the company syl used to work for. and listening to bf, the perks sounds very good. alhamdullilah~ so syl, thanks for the info babe. *muacks*

im actually tempted to be an engineer but i was promptly reminded of the doa i made during fasting month that "if teaching is the best thing for me, let me get it".

so yeah,im so happy for both of us.

though, i am worried about one tiny thing. dont know if im being paranoid. but i've heard of so many couples breaking up once either one starts working. different values, different ideals. suddenly, you want totally different things and that the people you work with seems to understand you more than your partner. *eeeps*

scary right? i pray hard that me and bf will be strong enough to withstand all these challenges. and i have remind myself daily, that there's hikmah sebalik setiap kejadian, just so to keep my insecurities at bay.

and just to be on the safe side, we've decided on certain rules that we both have to follow when we start working. *lol* thats me. i think we should nip any potential problem in the bud. other than that, after all the measures and precautions, if shit still happens, i guess i just redha to qada' and qadar~

2007-06-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

bf visited my blog the other day and commented that i dont have enough pics. look at so-and-so, so many pics. *rolls eyes* fine fine... i shall try to upload some~

yesterday, i gave bf his favourite.. white chocolate macadamia. 2kg of delicious, yummy cake from secret recipe. presentation wise its ugly, but the taste. masyaAllah dasyat~ we only took 2 pics with the cake 'coz he couldnt wait to eat it. *giggles*

the cake.. ugly right? hehehe....

the birthday boy... looks how "healthy" he is with me~ hehehe

last week, when i attended my friend's wedding, bf's fren's gf commented to me about his weight. apparently, he is sooo much rounder now. aaaaaaah... see! thats because with me, my bf tak "makan hati", cumer makan lots of good food. *laugh out loud* either that or its because we meet almost everyday. *grins*

okie lah.. im chatting with my sister now. telling her what to get me~ hehehehe... ciao~

2007-06-11T22:55:00.001+08:00

went out yesterday to taka to get bf his birthday present. merrel shoes. did i get the spellin right? *shrugs* bf was so adorable. he actually took down like 4 diff shoes and lined them up in front of the mirror. luckily it was late so i guess the sales people were too tired to layan us. he asked me for my opinion, which i readily gave, and then he ignored them. he was so excited. *pinch cheeks*

mom called when i was out with the bf to ask me if i wanted to write anything on the birthday cake so i had to whisper which made bf curious. he kept pinching me till i told him what i was talking about with mom. so the secret's out. i've decided to buy him his favourite secret recipe cake. one big cake for bf and his family. cake for them, brownie points for me. *smiles*

and oooh, did u mentioned i went out with his family to vivo city last saturday? yup. his whole family and myself. *sweats* tension sey... but thank God the mother and sister are soooo friendly. kept talking to me. i can only smile, nod or shook my head. stress okie, going out with your bf's family. *sweats again* and the best part was all 6 of us squeezed into one car. hahaha... i was squashed between his mom and his sister. hehehehehe... my parents were laughing so hard so when i told them. mom called during the outing and said "hows ur in-laws? orientation going ok?"

*giggles*

ader2 jer lah. but jokes aside, things are going well with the bf and me. both sides seems okie. so yeah, alhamdullilah.

but for now, thats it. no major plans yet so you guys can stop asking me already~

2007-06-09T09:30:00.001+08:00

im back im back *jumps around* must definitely go langkawi again but maybe for a shorter time.. tak lah sampai 6 hari~ maybe i'll post some pics later

parents sent me back home to bb and then they went back jb. met bf to pass him the stuff i bought and he... gave me my birthday present! my birthday is 20 days away but bf dah belikan hadiah. braun buffel bag!

*runs around the room* its pretty~ very pretty~ something i will definitely use for school/work. mom saw it and said "pandai hosni pilih bag"

hehehehehe... happiness~

and the countdown begins : 10 more days till i'll get the car on the 19th *grins*

2007-06-02T14:43:00.000+08:00

so yesterday i watched spongebob squarepants live at expo. i almost fell asleep when plankton was singing. okie show for kids, not okie show for adults. plus bf's aunty bought front row tickets! *toing* but... hehe.. i get to check out the cute lifeguard who really has a nice smile. sooo sweet~ hehehe

after the show, i met bf and we went for dinner at arab street. the briyani dam was yummy and when bf suggested we changed dishes, i declined. we have this habit of sharing our food. eat half of our own food and half of the other see~ *grins*

yawn. still quite tired but realised i have not packed. and im going off tmr! aiyoh... what to wear what to wear~

hmmm.. i think i'll start packing after i play abit of maple. im only at level 13. damn the idiot who tried to hack into my account. may u choke on a chicken bone, u moron.

2007-05-30T09:15:00.000+08:00

i finally managed to download maplestory successfully in my computer. thanks to azhar for recommending me to use a "download accelerator plus". never knew this kind of software existed. silly me...

but when i finally installed that program, guess what? my account has been suspended due to "excessive failed login attempts". eeeeeeeeh..what the hell right? someone tried to hack into my maplestory account? hahahahahaha...loser nyer~ of all the stuff in the world you can hack into... tsk tsk tsk...

anyway, watched Shrek 3 last night. the movie did not disappoint us. :) though both me and bf had a wee bit difficulty concentrating. we were, unfortunately, seated between two chinese couples and hmmm... lets just say we sorta witness a "hands-here-hands-there-hands-everywhere" kinda of situation...lol.

and this friday im going to watch spongebob with z! me and a hall full of screaming kids...*gulp* should i bring some painkillers?

2007-05-28T18:44:00.001+08:00

last friday, i celebrated the good news by going town with the bf. and, more importantly, i bought a new braun and buffel wallet as a graduation gift for myself. happiness!!! i was eyeing the pale pink one but the moment i picked it up, bf said kental.... thats how he rates stuff, they are either kental or sophisticated. *cheewah*

the great singapore sale is on people! and i remembered walking around metro and isetan drooling over all the bags. *slurp* so pretty!!!!! *rubs hands*

but of course, i couldnt buy any 'cause the pretty ones are always ex. sigh... but my eldest sis, upon hearing that i'll actually graduate this july *snorts*, offered to buy a nice bag for me when the summer sale starts in europe. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!

i seriously cant wait for her to come back already. at first she just offered to pay for any bag i like in sg, but what for right??? when i can get a nicer, hopefully cheaper one over there. *jumps up and down*

then on saturday, my dad, his colleague and i went down to MOE to sign that bond thingie. so i guess that settles it then, gonna be a "chercher". call me crazy but im actually looking forward to it. im gonna do something useful with my life a.k.a i wont be sampah masyakarat. that has always been one of my greatest fears. to be completely useless. *shivers* but yeah, despite people telling me the kids are setan nowadays, im okie with it. i mean, no job is easy. i cant just quit because of some underage morons right?

oooh, and just now, i just send 3 copies of my thesis for binding. the extra one is for me. *blush* prove that i actually completed my blardy fyp.

btw, remember the thing i was so excited about? i think all of you would have guessed it by now, yes? final hint: vroom vroom...

*grins* bought myself a car! a honda jazz to be specific. the thought of getting one never crossed my mind 'cause i was planning to save the graduation money my parents gave me because knowing me, i'll probably take 2 whole years to save up to that amount. but dad kept showing me brochure after brochure after brochure till i finally got the hint. lol. few days after i said okie to getting a car, dad brought me to the showroom. even bf came down. in fact, bf choose the colour. :P i dah rambang mata.

thats a long entry~ hehehehe.. and oooh! tmr im going to catch Shrek 3! bought the tickets just now. cant wait cant wait cant wait!

2007-05-25T09:33:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhh... feels like a huge load have been taken off my shoulders....

i passed! im sooo going to graduate... the cap sucks but who cares, gonna get me that B.Eng. *runs around the room* happy happy happy!

the first thing i did was to drop that special sem module. hehehe...

okie lah... back to sleep~ hehehe

now i can enjoy the rest of my holidays!

2007-05-24T11:08:00.001+08:00

when claire called me yesterday and told me the good news about "it", i did a little jig. everything is going smoothly, as planned. alhamdullilah. "it" will be here sooner than i expected. why do i get a feeling it'll happen when im away in langkawi? *giggles* who cares...

2007-05-23T12:25:00.000+08:00

bf's bike had to be sent for repair yesterday and since the bf has to go public, he wanted me to accompany him to the bike shop. met him as toa payoh which was so far! thank God he greeted me with a bottle of peach tea and old chang kee 'cause i was starving by then. after collecting the bike, we went to eat at haig road *yummy* and then back the west side! wooohoooo....

went to watch Blades of Glory which was quite hilarious though some scenes were quite bit disturbing. and tonight.... the bf is going to fetch me from tuition before we head off jurong point to watch Pirates of Carribean. *runs around the room*
tonight's my treat btw, since i did something to annoy the bf. *goes down on one knee* im sorry, very sorry :'(

all the great movies are finally here! *eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek* johnny depp will keep my mind of the heroes season finale. wth... peter died? and sylar still alive? SYLAR?? has got fans??? sadistic bastards... im so disappointed. and why couldnt peter himself flew?

silly ending... real disappointment! *throws pillow*

2007-05-22T11:48:00.000+08:00

im sooooo bored. if its not for fanpop.com, i dont know what i'll do. but the shows i watch are all ending soon. crap~ i need to get a hobby. maybe i'll get some more of those wooden build-it-urself models. hmmmm... i already made myself a porche... SCORE! *rolls eyes*

and the Thing i was excited about... is taking toooo blardy long! i reckon i'll only get it after my langkawi trip.

i cant wait for june. holiday... bf's and my birthday... starting "work".. getting "IT".... i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2007-05-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

*yawn*

just woke up from sleep... with a headache. its been quite an exciting week. still waiting for "it"... God its taking long. and I cant wait for june when i'll finally fly off to langkawi.

reporting to nie on the 19th june. i just realised i dont know anyone.*gulps* who am i having lunch with then? alone? boohoo... then have to make friends again. God.. leceh nyer. i so prefer to keep to myself nowadays. hmmm... maybe i'll just be smily and hope tha someone talks to me. hahahhahaha... loser nyer~~~~~

hang out with the girls after tuition at coffeebean just now. and man, everyone is going places this dec! one is going turkey with her fren, the other to uk.. alone. boohoo... i wanna go too! *hmph*

we shall see~ if need be, there's always my trusted banker... *evil laugh*

2007-05-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

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a date with hosni's 5 yr old cousin to watch SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!. thats right, u heard me, im going to that "concert" with a 5 yr old kid. just me and z.

hahahahaha.... when aunty sms me, i thought well, bf is going to be there as well. turns out.. its just the two of us.

hilarious~

ps: this is not the big news btw...:P

2007-05-13T10:08:00.000+08:00

im excited and scared and worried at the same time. its gonna be a long term commitment so i dont know how i'd handle it.

but whats for sure, its going to happen! going over today and then one of the weekdays, my dad and his friend will make the final arrangements.

*sweats*

bf said he's very excited but he doesnt dare show his excitement since i look worried and stressed everytime we talk about it.

by the end of the week, hopefully everything will be settled.

OH MY GOD!!!!!

someone pinch me~

ps: i just re-read my blog entry and it sounded like im getting engaged or married.. doesnt it? lol... but no lah, not marriage~ hehehehehe

2007-05-08T17:38:00.000+08:00

got offered a permanent class teaching P3 Math. the only worry i have is the school. i want schools near my place~

anyway, since holidays are here, i've stocked my place up with a some new dvds. excellent quality mind you. :) i'll be kind and list them out and if u guys wanna borrow, just sms me.

1. Babel (show with alot of talk, but surprising good)

2. Stomp the Yard (makes u wanna dance afterwards)

3. Little Miss Sunshine (funny funny)

4. The Pursuit of Happyness (will smith and son. inspired by a true story)

5. The Holiday (love story.. predictable but still.. awwww)

6. Music and Lyrics (hugh grant and drew barrymore)

7. Bridge to Terabithia (walt disney)

8. 300 ( eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek... gerald butler!)

9. Mr Bean 2

10. Le Divorce (kate hudson)

k... back to my Friends vcds. ciao.

ps: i have more than 100 hundred dvds in my drawer and its cluttering up the place. feel free to borrow them~

2007-05-06T09:51:00.000+08:00

everthing's over...exams, fyp, presentation.

im very free now, other than the tuition lessons im giving. *yawn*

the new kid kinda irritated last week. when ask what is the centre of gravity, she replied "like that lor... centre of gravity"

*rolls eyes* i dont mind teaching you the concepts, but dont try to act all smart with me.

damn.... tuition starting already.

gtg.

2007-05-03T11:02:00.000+08:00

im having my presentation tmr. *pulls hair* have not done anything yet. last night, met the bf, planning to do some work. but we ended watching spiderman 3 instead. *sheepish grin*

and crap... just found out its we are required to do a 40 mins presentation with a 20 mins Q&A.

die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die~

ps: piggo turned 23 yesterday!!! yoohooooo... ancient liao~

2007-04-29T12:36:00.000+08:00

just finished tuition. the kid told me she got an A2 for her latest physics test. *grins* whoopeee~

yesterday after mendaki, the 5 of us had lunch at BK. I forgot how fun it was to just hang out with girls, gossiping and chit chatting about relationships and men. after which the girls decided we should go shopping in jb. thing is, i would have to drive them around. *errrrrmmmm* we shall see. i have 1 mnth plus to improve on my driving skills since i'll be spending most of my time in jb now.

oh yah... im taking a module in special sem. im so scared of failing any mods so i've decided to have a back up plan. if i pass, i grad. if i fail any mod, i can still grad in time. my parents dont mind me spending 600 bucks on the extra mod nor did they blast me off. thank God. apparently, both my sisters did the same thing in their last sem. so my parents were expecting me to be as paranoid and kanchiong~ hahahaha. i pray i wont need to use the extra mod!

meanwhile, there has been a change of plans... or should i say, there have been plans to change the current plans. suddenly, i realised a europe trip is not top in my priority list. something else came up. *winks* i wont say much now.. but if all goes well... *grins* its exciting, at least for me~

right, i need some sleep before i meet the bf for lunch. *waves good bye*

ps: btw, Heroes episode 19 is out! and i love love looooove it. i so have a huge crush on peter. sigh~ im too old to have crushes on movie stars.

2007-04-24T16:12:00.000+08:00

ahem ahem...

my examinations are over!!!! *runs around the room*

hehehehe... now i just have one final hurdle and then thats it.

i do hope i can clear all my modules... *prays hard*

wanna graduate asap!!!

sigh~ time to zzzzz...

buh bye now~

2007-04-21T01:41:00.000+08:00

i was discussing our finances with the bf when it suddenly hit me.

i'm an adult and worst of all, i have responsiblities.

R-E-S-P-O-N-S-I-B-L-I-T-I-E-S

errrmmm... errrmmm....

i dont think i'll be any good at this.

2007-04-19T18:12:00.000+08:00

i went to westmall with my mom just now to buy new bed sheets. aussino is having a sale. bought 2 nice queen fitted sheets for my bed and also a brand new bolster. i can throw my old one now. its damn stinky. had it for more since i was in jc. 6 years. the smell... fuiyoh~

anyway... i managed to take a pic of my new bed sheets... nice? L-U-V-E~ couldnt find quilt cover though:(

hahaha.. when u write about new bedsheets, u know u're officially a loser. *giggles* but its okie... i love my bed and my new bed sheets! when i do start working, i'd probably spent more money on the house rather than on myself :P i'm already planning to buy at least 2 more pillows and a nice plain blankets and maybe some throw pillows... *hmmmmm*

bored~ back to my sex and the city

*waves*

ps: congrats to my dearest friend who got offered at Keppel! *hugs hugs hugs* so proud of you!

2007-04-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

at 5.32pm today, i handed in my 60 page thesis. i dont know how well im going to do for the project. but i'll be blasted off for sure coz.... i forgot to attach my list of reference. *smacks head*

the bf came over at around 1pm to give me a hand while my mom kept checking up on us, wondering when i'm gonna finish my report. *grins*

2 exams this semester. hopefully, everything goes well and i will say buh bye to nus!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

2007-04-07T13:52:00.000+08:00

sorry for the zero updates so far. been busy with school work and dating. *blush* i'm either in nus or ntu trying to do some work. which i did. i'm now up to almost 40 pages for my thesis. and that havent include my case study. i reckon my whole thing will take up about 70-80 pages including content page and all that crap. woohoo.

i went for my pre-employment medical checkup the other day at raffles hospital. service from the receptionist sucks. but the doctor and radiologists were nice. how come the less educated you are, the more bossy you act? *smack smack*

and today... gosh, my mendaki tuition. the kids can REALLY get on my nerves. but i tell myself.. they are just kids. cant expect them to act mature and responsible can i? i refuse to raise my voice~ i complain to the head tutor instead. let him do some work for a change. :P

im shagged. but i still got work to do~~~

12th April - deadline for history end-of-term essay
17th April - deadline for FYP report
21st April - Physics paper
24th April - History paper

and then ill be free till the presentation which is in early may~ im so looking forward to may. time for me to buy loads and loads of dvds and just rot at home~ weeeeeeeeeeeee!

2007-03-25T15:03:00.000+08:00

i think... i think... i think after all this time, i FINALLY figured things out. *laugh out loud*

im feeling very smug now. oh so smug. *grins*

life is all goooood~

2007-03-24T18:11:00.000+08:00

had one hell of a scare last night when i felt a lump under my chin. and u know me.. panic first, think later. *grins*

immediately called the elder sister (woke her up from her sleep). so its only understandable that her answer is short and sweet - viral infection which causes the lymph node to swell.

naturally, i wasnt satisfied with the answer so had my eldest sister call me all the way from belgium. *lol* her answer was...

1. viral infection - swelling of lymph node
2. salivary gland stuck - eat lots of preservatives cause that will increase saliva production.
3. cancerous - but cancerous lumps dont grow overnight. something this acute is usually due to viral infection.

phew. *wipes sweat*

okie then, off to finish off my Buddha essay so i can finally start on my fyp literature review. thank god piggo gave me his essay which he did 3 yrs ago. THANK YOU!!!

2007-03-19T17:50:00.000+08:00

finally managed to trasfer the pics from my hp to the comp. see below. anyway, wah wah.. a fren went to round 1 for SIA pilot interview while another to round 3 for SAF pilot interview. *gasp*

so happening! i want to pilot also lah... like real. but what i heard is SIA female pilots only for cargo??!!??!!

eh, i want my bf to be pilot also. then when we get married, i can be tai tai~ or just continue studying. anything but work for a living. so fun! hehe... hmmm, sounds like a good plan. will try to psycho him...

right, back to my paper. muacks!

at sentosa

cable car part deux

2007-03-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

*groans*

just came back from dinner. treated my parents and my aunt and uncle to seafood. oh my god! you guys have to try it. teck whye block 26. its called sinaran... the servings is huge! chinese cooks...

we got a large plate of chilli crab, large plate of sweet and sour fish, baby squids, beef, toufu, lots of veges. the servings was too much for 5 people. we ended up not eating the rice. jadi kuching~

really glad F recommended this place. im already thinking about their chicken and duck rice. looks delicious.*grins*

time to sleep. having tuition early tmr before going off to school with bf.

nites!

2007-03-15T12:14:00.000+08:00

10 more hours till my presentation on Realism and Impressionism.

2 more weeks till deadline for first draft of thesis.

3 more weeks till the deadline for the finalised version.

4 more weeks till examinations.

5 more weeks till presentation of fyp.

.........

im experiencing headaches and palpitations.

but, amid all this, i can still gain weight, rent dvds and sleep 12 hours everyday.

*bangs head on the wall*

so please understand if im quite the bitch nowadays.

its not me...

the workload is just getting to me *snorts* yeah right~

2007-03-14T13:28:00.000+08:00

what we did on our 1st year anniversary...

cable car virgins... thats my scared-but-forced-to-take-picture look

happiness!

2007-03-11T20:27:00.000+08:00

i miss oshin. i grew up watching this show. i wish i could get a hold of it. *sigh*

2007-03-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

just finished my 7 hour tuition marathon. im in good mood despite the heat cause

1. i did not receive a free packet of milo from someone today.
2. the bf send and fetched me from mendaki tuition.
3. i got my pay from one of the kids.
4. my parents staying over tonight! happiness.

tomorrow i'll be going to cck for a friend's wedding. urrmmm.. urrmm... most probably will meet the ex bp-ians. urrrmm... tawakal jer lah... masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri.

right, time to watch tv!

ps: buddy!!! congratulations on the job offer!!! i cant believe we can get hired with our grades sia~ *laughs hysterically*

2007-03-09T12:51:00.000+08:00

just came home straight after tutorial. weather very hot and dry. planning to do work in the bed room and on the air con at full blast. hehehe!

this whole week was a blur...

monday... hmmmm, cant remember what i did that day. its very likely i slept the whole day. *grins*

tuesday was meeting with the MD of the company as well as the engineering team. the prof was there during the meeting, thats why the meeting was fruitful. and that MD is such a nice fellow. he told everyone that fyp students will be given priority over the graduates since over deadline is around the corner. *thumbs up* ended the day late, at around 7pm. met the bf in school and was in the VI lab till 4am in the morning.

wednesday! the day i had a very nice surprise from the bf. i just love surprises. hehe. and my first visit to labrador park. not bad. better if we had brought food to munch on. :P

thursday... had the third meeting with the engineers and my dreaded History mid term *shakes head* after which i immediately made my way to ntu.

yawn...time for a nap. either that or i'll read my new book. If you could see me now by some irish writer. its really good. about how a woman fell in love with her nephew's imaginary friend. cool uh?

2007-03-06T08:41:00.000+08:00

i seriously dont know why some people can be so stubborn. no means no lah. apa lagi yang hendak dipertikaikan lagi~ *shesh* dont they know thats its suffocating if they just keep trying or try to try. my mom always remind me to be subtle when it comes to tricky matters like this but seriously, enough is enough.

anyway, yesterday i finally watched Heart. the show everyone told me will make me shed a few tears. i didnt. i couldnt. the scene where she tried to run her best friend over after he was rejected by his love was too funny. i was giggling for the rest of the movie because of that one scene. *hehehe*

okie then, i'm off to school. fyp meeting with partner and prof and later the company. *rolls eyes* its about time man!

2007-03-05T16:59:00.000+08:00

*yawn*

im at lt8 now. with bf's frens. waiting for bf to finish this meeting with his prof. tomorrow is my turn. *pulls hair*

i finally managed to transfer some pics from my hp. enjoy~

remember the cousin we went out with. she went for a photo shoot. as snow white...during the shoot, the photographer kept saying "look at mama, smile at mama" and all the while i was thinking "why is she calling herself mama?" i only realised that she was referring to me halfway through the shoot. *smacks head

the first time she ate earthquake... hehe~

baby z and the bf... she's almost one. cute kan... can walk already~

2007-02-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

so im back from multiply. haha... gone for less than a week *sheepish grin* k, this is gonna be a chop chop entry.

1. i got a letter from moe. starting work on the 18th june.
2. my fyp is going no where. seriously. no where. my partner is freaking out and so am i.
3. my plan is finishing soon. and i feel like buying another for myself eventhough my 6288 is only 3 months old. im eyeing the motorola ultra slim phone. hmmm~
4. the bf and i brought his cousin out and were mistaken as her parents -.-"

okie that all folks. muah~

2007-02-24T19:18:00.000+08:00

so i've decided to change to Multiply. blogspot is getting too slow... so for those who wants to know my new address, can email me at aztique@singnet.com.sg

but just in case things doesnt work out between multiply and me, i'll keep this blog running. *grins*

muaaaaaaaaaaaaacks!

2007-02-22T18:59:00.000+08:00

so im back from jb. it was suppose to be a quiet time spent with my family. but grandma came from melacca, together with 2 cousins and 4 devils aka (nieces and nephews). farhan was there. sweet-adorable-mischievous-to-the-max farhan. wherever i go, he'll want to follow, sit on my lap, hold my hand. he even comb my hair (till i fall asleep) and he kisses me and says " wanginyer!" awwwww...
he almost make me want to have a baby boy... almost. hehehe

anyway, after they were gone, bf came over the same day to take me out to city square. borrowed the car to go shopping and then he treated lunch at TGIF. i now can say we know how to get to the important places in jb. happiness~ stayed for dinner with the parents and then after margrib, we made our way back to sg.

penat yang teramat sangat. its good to be back. peace and quiet. spending time with the bf whenever he's free.

btw... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! i suddenly have cravings for oranges. feel free to pass me some. im more than willing to help you finish them up.

2007-02-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

i had a quiz for my architecture module just now. on buddhist, hindu and chinese art. it was going fine till he flashed the chinese imtimate/monumental landscape paintings.

believe me, the titles are long winded... like you have the

1. a man in a house beneath a cliff (my ans: a man sleeping in a hut between cliffs)
hehe... got the man, house, cliff... i should get some marks. and the man was lying down. come on!

2. walking on a mountain path in early spring (my ans: walking on a mountain path)
ahh.. im quite close to this! how the hell u know its early spring anyway... *grumble grumble*

3. travelling among mountains and streams (my ans: painting of mountains and streams)
which i think is a better title coz u cant see anyone travelling in the painting... *pulls hair*

and then, for the period, i whack only...either 12th or 13th century. bound to get some of them right. *shrugs*

but im glad thats over. can kiss my 10% of my final grade goodbye. muuuuuaaackkkss~

oh yah, today is valentine. i dont celebrate v day but to all my frens who do, especially a certain someone who bought royal doulton plates just so he could serve the food he cooked on them, HAPPY V DAY!!!!

ps: the plates cost $60 dollars a piece. and you're eating instant noodles on them??!!! *gasp*

2007-02-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

just got back from dinner. my cousin treated the whole extended family coz got a 75% increment. 75%!!! tak sia-sia gi luar negeri belajar eh~ hehehe... my mom told the rest of the aunties that her sister just got a grandson and she said "kiter belum ader cucu..." then cik r said "ala, nanti anis dapat anak dulu agaknyer"

-.-" pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft.....

no eh. please eh. marriage not on the table... yet. school and career comes first. but yeah. even zul and sayed asked me when im getting married! ahaks. the M word. i feel old. padahal baru 22 turning 23. *toing*

already ros, my old schoolmate, asked me for my address. wanna post her wedding card she says. gosh. bestest friend this june (insyaAllah), ros sometime this year too.

work, marriage, work, marriage. thats the only thing i hear about nowadays. bleah

anyway, i found a better site. www.fanpop.com can catch the latest episodes of prison break, ugly betty and so much more here. check it out ppl.

k lah, im off. going to sleep early. shopping with mom tmr. she already hinted that the fish at swensens taste much nicer than that at sakura. hehehe~

2007-02-10T13:26:00.000+08:00

some ppl think blog hopping is only for those who have nothing better to do. i beg to differ. granted, most entries are trivial, rantings about their daily lives, bad hair and so on. but every once in a while, there'll be deep, meaningful heartfelt entries. and from these entries, one can learn a thing or two about life. life is short and its already full of challenges. wont it be easier for us to just learn from other ppl's mistakes?

tonight i'll be eating at sakura international, the one in front of nus. my cousin is treating the whole family. poor fella. open table since he has been working for a few months now. so sakura means sushi and sashimi and lots of desserts. *drools* i love it there.

and u know what, true yoga kept calling. irritating you know. no, i dont want your free pass. go away. stop calling!

oh yah, one more thing...(my blog is so incoherent) one of my sec one mendaki kid wrote in his journal that he drank carlsberg with his frens while celebrating singapore's victory against thailand. *silence* sedih nyer dengar~

2007-02-09T13:51:00.000+08:00

whats up with my mood nowadays? pms? couldnt be what. i dont get mood swings or at least i dont allow it to get the better of me. so what could it be? *ponders*

few things that happened while i was gone...

1. singapore won the asean cup. its about time lah. the final match was a quite a disappointment. noh rahman was playing superbly. *claps* the rest of you...tsk tsk tsk. what happened?

2. bf pointed out baihakki to me during one of the matches. so anyway, few days ago, i found his friendster profile and was browsing through his pics... oh boy, bf wasnt all that please. tapi kan, biler dier add any tom, dick or mary jane boleh eh~ *hmph*

3. everyone who's graduating kemaruk career fair. especially with the relatively high demand for civil engineers nowadays. *yawn* malas nyer nak kerja... engineer, teacher, banker. makes no difference to me~

4. one of my daily reads has gone MIA. i cant access the blog. and the show just started. juicy hot gossips.. gone! *sob sob*

5. so far, 4 people i know are getting married this year. -.-"

6. my sister is coming back for a visit this july! yoohooooo... cant wait for the goodies!

2007-02-03T18:39:00.000+08:00

i took 3 days to watch 13 episodes of Heroes. i'm now waiting for the next episode, airing this monday. i've also watched the last episode of prison break - season 2 episode 15. not to mention the latest episode of ugly betty. happiness!

today's payday but the money is going straight to my savings. i wanna buy some tops but i guess i'll just have to wait for my allowance.

today's mendaki class went great. no 1 didnt attend. (no 1 = no 1 setan in class) so of course, i can easily manage the rest of the boys. its amazing how one kid can make that much of a difference. i report to R about no 1 though and R was ready to slow talk with him but, alas that ass was absent. macam tahu jer~ but today's class went great.

oh yah, my parents are here! double happiness. but they are out right now, wedding invite. the first thing my mom said to me this morning was "bulat nyer muker"

ouch. heart pain. okie, so i have gain weight. the credit goes to the bf for spoiling me. anywhere i wanna eat, he'll bring me. how like that???

makin tembam lah nampaknyer~

2007-02-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

last night, in ntu...

i accompanied the bf while he did his fyp with miss v.

And when he was taking a break to organise his notes...

i demanded he takes some pictures with me.

at first he was most obliging...

but he soon got tired of it until finally...

he cant be bothered.

we stayed in school till 2am. silly experiments took so long!

muker frust~

2007-01-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

im tired. reached home at 2.30am last night. dont feel so well today. sob sob.

2007-01-30T13:49:00.000+08:00

the bf is back from his trip. weeeee~ an hour after he reached sg, he fetched me from my place and we headed over to his aunt's to return her car. she had gone to fetch her daughter so bf drove over to the madrasah. the moment we got out of the car, z came running to me, hugging and shouting. then she went to hug bf. hehehehe~ very adorable. im not the kind who likes kids, except my own nieces and nephews. but seriously, she's cute. and the baby... ooooo~ she's all grown up.

after lepaking at her place, we went over to puncak, far east for lunch and then shopping at mustafa. we only reached ntu at around 10pm. *grins* miss v was already sleepy. she and the bf did their experiments while i did my readings for my history module. they only packed up at around 2 am. reached home at 2.30am. *snores*

baby z

muker ngantuk~

we wont be watching the match tmr. which is a good thing cause my lecture end at 9pm. right, i have to get ready now. its my free day today and i intend to do quite a bit of studying in sch.

buh bye now!

2007-01-28T17:08:00.000+08:00

so we went to the match last night. there were 11 of us. and 9 of us came late. the couple who reached the stadium at 7 dont have tickets so.. hoho.. i guess they were pretty pissed. anyway, since the ticket man only arrived at 7.45pm, we had to sit so far up. under the score board. but the view was surprisingly good. the stadium was packed! reminded me of the malaysian cup. my family and i rarely missed the matches. i was still so young then and so after every match, my dad would carry me on his shoulders because i would complain that i cant breathe. hehehe. good old times.

anyway, the match was pretty good. first half was slow but the second half was better. i think the match was better because of the company you go with. bf's friends kept shouting the most ridiculous comments. very creative. as usual, the bf only shouted "baaaaaik ah precious!" cheryl cracks up every time he shouted that. hehe. and at one point, precious did a good save and 4 malay mats infront of us cheered for precious as well! bf was very pleased. hehehe.

but in general, the singapore supporters were assholes lah. they boo-ed during the malaysian national anthem. and everytime the malaysian supporters cheered, they'll be boo-ed as well. like f lah. where's your sportmanship or whatever shit. i was quite disappointed when malaysia lost. after all, malaysia's team is 100% malaysian. even the coach is malaysian. singapore's team... snort... nvm.

after the match, we had to lepak first cause it was jam packed. went to his aunt's to get the car and then to mac. we were both starving. reached my place only at 1.30am. which explains why i woke up only at 2 hours ago. now the bf is in melaka and he'll be back only tmr. sob sob sob.

our view

full concentration during....

the penalty shoot out!

tired but happy face~

2007-01-27T03:10:00.000+08:00

i spent the day watching Ugly Betty and season 2 of Prison break on www.alluc.org. you guys should try it. its really good~

talked to mom earlier on. about studies, work, etc etc. hmmm... hmmm... hmmmm...only time will tell.

right now, its 3 am and i have a long dat tmr. 7 hours of tuition and then later, the match. woooohoooo. cant wait!

2007-01-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

i'll be going to the match this saturday. *punch fist in the air* lectures ended late today at 9pm. 2 hours of staring at photographs. statues of Buddha. standing, sitting, walking and reclining. only mere mortals lie down, the Buddha reclines~ hahaha. whatever lah eh. it was interesting though. i always thought the reclining Buddha is just him meditating in his sleep or something. *smacks head* turns out that represents the death of Buddha. oooo.. learnt something new ya?

the thing i remember most is the nimbus. that round thing behind the Buddha that represents the sun. angels has got halos, buddhas nimbus. F asked me whats the name of that thing.. and i said " nimbus, as in nimbus 2000" ahaks, she didnt get it i think. either that or she's really as serious as piggo says she is. -_-"

decided to post some pictures today~

buat aper tu cik abang oi~

he finally got his 15-blueberries-on-a-cheesecake...

gastronomic delight.. hhhmmmm....

before watching Blood Diamonds. sad sad sad...but i still love my diamonds~ like r says, its not the diamonds but the people who exploits them. here here!

my muker kental at the comp lab

something we saw at Mustafa.. astargfirullah~

and finally... my all time favourite picture of us~

2007-01-20T13:17:00.000+08:00

me : uncle, hillgrove sec pls

cab driver : where is it ah? i dont know leh...

me: i also dont know. urmm... its somewhere in that direction. *points to the left* near the mosque!

*3 mins later after reaching the mosque*

cab driver : turn left or right?

me: eh? i dont know... i know i can see a hill from the school. cant u just circle ard till we find it?

cab driver : aiyah where can like that... u can call anyone?

sigh.. i have no choice but to call my head tutor. when i reached sch, he asked me why i took a cab when i could walk. *toing* what! not happy ah! *show 'se-tep' face* haha.

mendaki was okie. 9 boys and 2 girls came. the disturbing thing was that some of the boys very mentel one. aiyoh~ flirtatious i tell you. 13 yr olds!!! tak kuasa aku nak layan lelaki gatal~

k lah, i have another kid coming over soon for tuition. bleah. what a waste of good weather. its going to rain... weeeee~

2007-01-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

it has always been at the back of mind but i've never share it with them before. not because i think its insignificant. i think the reason i dont want to say anything is because if i dont acknowledge the problem, then the problem wouldnt exist... lame excuse? very. but now that the story is out, something has got to be done. but whatever happens, things arent gonna be easy. we shall see. tricky, very tricky.

r said to me today "he took alot of your fire" or something to that effect. yes, he did but at the same time, he taught me some valuable lessons in life. which is why maybe i'm so mellowed down. after all that has happened, i grew up. hurray? good? *shrugs* i dont know...

after lunch, the bf fetched me. he wanted me to go accompany him while he did his project. went ntu, to v's room. read the "design factory book" while the two of them did their fyp. dinner with bf at jurong point before he wnet off to work. v asked me why im attracted to the bf and i answered honestly that it was his height... at first. im sorry but if i'm to go out with someone he has to be at least 10cm taller than me, which he is. perfect height for me. *grins*

this blog entry is messy i know. well alot of things happened today. right, have to sleep early. tuition today morning.

good night!

2007-01-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

im expecting another episode of the jitters soon. my fyp just started, i would have to finish a 150 page thesis on parameter evolution and parameter queing by this april. *gasp*

this would have to be the worst 6 months ever.

2007-01-18T01:50:00.000+08:00

the singapore vs laos game was disappointing. no excitement at all. by the time we reached the stadium, the score was 2-0. today's match vs indo was better. alot better. plus, bf and i had a bet going on. whoever loses will have to top up the tank. hahaha. lose-lose situation for me. btw, singapore got through to semi-finals. singapore vs malaysia!!!!

after the match, we went mustafa to buy the watches. bf bought me a baby-g. and its pink! its either that or the baby blue. both were nice but bf choose the pink one. heheh... pink kaler~ will go well with my pink sony mp3. and ooooh, i bought him a watch too~ weeee...

okie, sleep time. muacks!

2007-01-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

i think im gonna change my blog address just so SOME ppl cant have access. or better still, i might just lock it so u might need a password to access it in future. when i have the time....yes you *^&$#$%#$%, i know you read my blog. like duh~ and i think its about time i cut you off, dont you think?

have a nice life~

2007-01-10T15:49:00.000+08:00

woke up at 12 today. before u say anything, let me say i slept at 6.15am okie. was about to get ready to go to school for my 2pm lecture when i decided to check my timetable and syllabus. lectures for me start next week. *toing* thank god i found that out in time.

so i spent the time deciding on my last UEM. From the Wheel to the Web. a lvl 2000 history module. sorry Syl, wont be taking chinese 2 or forensic science because

1. no vacancy for chinese 2 so i would have to appeal. cant guarantee my place.
2. outbidded for forensic science.
3. not appealing coz i found out forensic science is at lt 32 and lect ends at 10pm!
4. there's webcast for Wheel to the Web. there's even an mp3 format of lectures!!!
5. exams is only 40% and its open book. *grins*
6. currently that module has a 157 vacancy. i will be getting it for 1 point. :)

and finally...
7. the lecturer is george clancey who according to J, looks like tom cruise in the last samurai. and i trust J's taste in men. hehe...

so, that settles it then. my 3 modules for my last sem in nus are

I. Reading Visual Images - nonexaminable arts gem
II. Life as a Complex System - open book life science mod
III. From Wheel to Web - open book history module with webcast

3 non-engineering modules only this sem! and oh, did i mention i have a 2 day week?

2007-01-09T19:38:00.000+08:00

sunday

the bf fetched me after his soccer match. 15 minutes he says. i ended up waiting 25 mins at the busstop because he got lost. thank god for my mr slurpee and newpaper. and more importantly, luckily u look hot with ur sunglasses bf. if not.... *pinch pinch* we made our way to his place next. i planned to wait for him under his block while he showered and changed. but he told his mom i was waiting downstairs so she asked me to come up. mentel, who ask u to tell? the minute i entered, he started ordering me around. "the kitchen needs cleaning and so does my room. and dont forget to vacumm to the floor" the mother was smiling smiling, talking about what she watched on tv last night etc etc. what did i do? nothing. just sit and smile smile also. macam kerang busuk.

then off we went to PS to get his phone fixed. and then dinner at siam kitchen somewhere at city hall before heading to Peninsular to get him his shoes and wallet. he insisted that i should buy new shoes so we went into a shoe shop. he sat down and declared he wont budge till i purchase something. arghh. acting like a spoilt brat! in his own words.. nasib baik muker cantik... shesh! so i was forced to look around. shopping under pressure isnt really much fun but i saw a pair of strappy sandals that i immediately fell in love with. BUT there wasnt any sizes left, i wear a size 8. (but before u go on saying what big feet i've got, im 1.72m... so shaddup) the bf couldnt do much but get up and leave since i said i've only got my eyes on that pair.

monday

busy day. went to ntu with bf. waited at lt 8 while he and v went to meet their prof. i was with 3 of his indian frens. man, kecoh lah. boleh pecah perut sitting with them. the things they talk about... *shakes head* bf came back. continued lepaking with them till 3. made our way to nus to hand in my interim report. chop chop print and hand in. found out my examiner is somsak. the cute thai vice dean. jolly good fella. he was my examiner for my design project as well. then off to west coast for our late lunch.

after stuffing ourselves, we headed down to MDIS campus to sign our teaching contract as mendaki tutors. the bf got pri 2 kids this year. hahaha... shall keep count of the number of kids crying in his class. i got my usual sec 1. then finally we went to jurong point.

bf wanted to buy me another green star. i lost the first one he gave me. :( but we couldnt find that particular one. i was quite disappointed. but the good news was, i bought the sandals. last pair somemore! woohooo.

funny thing happened while we were out. the MDIS girl we met earlier called the bf to re-confirm his posting. so i expected her to call me next. but she didnt. in fact, its tuesday now and she still havent call! ambooiii... kalau mata air aku kau call immediately eh~ i was holding on to my phone and refused to let the bf keep it in his pocket. no no, i said. she's gonna call me any minute now. but she never did. booo~

so yeah... long day last night. today is spent all alone at home. cleaning up a bit, watching tv. relaxing. lectures start tmr. 2-4pm and 7-9pm. im torn between taking chinese 2 and forensic sciences. i took chinese 1 7 semester ago and im afraid i've forgotten everything except how to write 1 to 10 in chinese. hahahahaha~ and for forensic sciences, lectures is from 7-10pm every friday. real life police officers coming over to lecture. so exciting. plus, bf works on fridays which means i need something to occupy me when he is busy.

so hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow?

2007-01-07T14:35:00.000+08:00

im flu is gone. recovered overnight. which means i get to go shopping later today. going plaza singapura to get the bf's phone repaired.

good news. i just got any kid. another girl who cant do physics. their loss is my gain. and she's coming over to my place too!

so now, i'm sort of on track to save up for the year end trip. *runs around the room*

belgium diamonds here i come!!!

2007-01-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed. and pissed. i cant seem to secure the last module. shit shit shit.

had tuition with the cousin earlier at 2pm. pure chemistry. she came over. which is soooo much easier for me. and my aunt just called to ask if i want another tuition kid. her niece. pure physics and chem/bio.

YEAH man. u kidding me? its soooo easy to teach o'level sciences. i charge little since well, they're my relatives. but that doesnt matter. they coming over means i no longer need to take my usual time to get ready.

and K smsed me saying S saw my name on the MTS list that CT send out. I nvr got the email so I didnt attend the briefing. gosh gosh. have emailed her. hope i still have a place. screwed up lah NUS email. puik.

okie. thats all for now. tmr i'll be free the whole day. time to finish up my interim report. nights ppl!

hmmm... yesterday i followed the bf to ntu. kept him company with he and V did their fyp. they gave up like 2 hours after they started and i ended up advising V on men and relationship. The bf told her with a straight face that i was the last person she should be taking advise from. eh what??!! i'm with you what... that goes to show i do have good taste despite the previous fucked-ups, bf. muacks.

V : my dad says die die i must get married

A : that sucks. so unreasonable. then u be unreasonable as well. defy your father lah... dont be rude and throw tantrums. be passive aggressive. thats the way to go. eh H, im actually teaching her to go against her parents...

H : *silence

bf says he wont be bringing again since we talked to much. *stick out tongue* dont care. i insist on coming~

2007-01-06T03:31:00.000+08:00

the reason why i started reading news and reports online...

Breasts beautifully display women's sexual nature and attract whiskers
2006/02/14

The unusual science sternomancy, the art of telling fortunes by the form of a female breast, appeared in Spain in the 18th century. Since that time, the science has considerably advanced, and today men can learn about women judging by the form of their breasts.

Fox’ nose is bosom curved like a spring-board. Women with such bosoms have Nordic temper and keen brains. Ladies having this bosom shape are industrious as a rule which helps them become middle rank managers. It is infrequent that such women attain high positions in business. They are rather lazy to take the initiative. Women of the type easily adapt to living with any man that means they are good wives. It is important that women with fox nose bosoms are faithful wives who at the same time insatiable and rather inventive in bed.

A great number of women having even round bosom looking like an apple are frigid. It may take men much effort to make such women reach an orgasm. But women of the type are ready to try any posture in bed to make their men really happy. Such women do not like changing sex partners. Usually, these women get married in their early age and become obliging housewives. Often, these women turn out to be cleverer than their husbands.

Women with bosom resembling the pear shape are independent, willful and silly to some extent. At that, these characteristics help them to lead men by the nose. Marriage with such a woman guarantees wonderful sex and big rows.

Ladies with breasts of the triangular form are believed to be the most excitable and emancipated type. Nothing is forbidden in sex for them. They may have several sex partners a day. Women of the type usually become great actresses and masterly prostitutes.

Women whose bosom looks like an aubergine are full of love and enjoy their life. They are nice in every sphere of life. They wonderfully suit for the position of a storehouse director. But any men close to such a woman inevitably becomes a henpecked.

Girls with silicone busts are good for romantic traveling for a couple of days, but never for having a family. Majority of women with silicone breasts are subject to serious psychological problems: diffidence, fear of competition and narcissism. Sex with these girls turns out to be formal and not sensual. At that, many of silicone girls have rather high IQ.

Upstanding nipples are typical of generous, autocratic and dominating women. They love cunnilingus and position top on men.

Retracted small nipples reveal their owner is a calculating mind and is hiding her real intentions. These women believe there is nothing particular about sex but ready to fulfill any of men’s sex fantasies.

Rose-colored areas around nipples indicate a woman is tender, hearty and kind. Swarthy skin around nipples mean a woman is passionate and adventurous.

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so girlfrens, which type are u? hehehe...

2007-01-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

reached home only at about 2.30 am last night. went town for a couple of hours and then had dinner with his 2 best friends. finally met them. nice group of people. they had only the nicest things to say about the bf. *grins*

thats all for now. really sleepy. nights!

2007-01-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

its a brand new year. 2006 has come and gone. it doesnt feel like one whole year has past. wat did i do in 2006? the significant events...correction, significant events to me!

Jan - first was introduced by my best friend to the bf in January. 20th jan. thats the first time i talked to the bf. got my driving licence the very next day, 21st jan. u're my lucky charm bf! awww~

Feb - spend my first valentine ever with the bf during the day. at night, meet the ex-pbf for dinner and to talk about previous date with bf. haha.. debriefing~

March - the month when we had the corridor-dates. what were we thinking...** march ~ the official date. *grins* 2 months after that, things didnt go as smoothly as we planned. but somehow we got through it.

June - trip to china. forbidden city, underground city, great wall and of course shopping. one thing i can still remember is mom bargaining till she made the shopkeepers cry. kidding. no seriously. was in china during bf's birthday. sad sad. but i think i've made it up to him. celebrate my birthday at TGIF in jb. of all the places lah kan...but good food. still hoping we could go there again soon. bf bought me a nice white gold bracelet. i've nvr taken it off since. :)

July - MY italy won the world cup! hehehe...cousins visited from aussie.

August - start on my final year in nus. bz with design project. grandfather fell ill. he died on the 28th, about only 10 months after my grandma passed away.

September - occupied with sch work and bf. finally tried sheesha-ing. one puff only though.

October - Raya at kampung. first time in i would say 7 years. finally met bf's family. went to visit them for raya ALONE. thats right. ALONE. adores the mother. she's very chatty just like the bf. also met the aunt and the 2 Zs. cute giler lah.

November - preparing for exams. very late nights at ntu. lost the pillow bf gave me for valentine. :( got accepted in NIE. finalise OUR long term plans. hehe.

December - spend most of my holidays in JB. late nights with no exercise. but guess what? i've lost weight. i'm 58 now. *dancing turtle* rebonded my hair. got highlights!

its official lah. i live a dull and simple life. but im not complaining! in fact, i love it. asking for more than what i already have would be like a sin. no regrets this year. if i had a second change to live it over, i wouldnt change anything at all.

happy 2007 everyone. may we be as wiser as we are older. amen.

2006-12-25T03:08:00.000+08:00

its 2.45am but i have trouble sleeping. alone at bb once again. will be staying in singapore till friday because the bidding starts this wednesday, one day after i get my results. *shivers*

watched Love Actually on tv just now. sigh~ one of my favourite movies.the saddest part was when the guy told his best fren's wife that he's in love with her. awww~ heart pain. to love someone from afar. so sad kan kan kan?

anyway, this wednesday, me and the bf will go jalan2 in JB again! weeee~ parking the bike at my house and then we'll be using the car. see, if ur parents adores ur bf, he gets to borrow the car anytime he wants. good for me because.. well, u all know how "well" i drive. *giggles* aper aper lah. i prefer being driven anyway. *snort* the plan is to stuff ourselves with sushi before going city square and angsana. fun fun fun! i cant wait sayang!

its christmas today. so that means what, 6 days till new year? 2007... i'll be 23. ya Allah ya Tuhanku, i'm old. 2 more years and i'll be mid twenties. then late twenties. then the big 30! and i'll be graduating in 6 months insyaAllah. *runs around the room* i'm too young to start working... nooooo~

argh... need to work out that Things to do fore 25 list. hmmmmm...

2006-12-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

PFFT! im super pissed off though i didnt show it. a part of me malas sangat nak inform the other party when im angry. after fighting continuously for a long period of time (try 6 freaking years), it kinda gets to you. u'll be weary and tired of it all. even when u feel like u've got a valid point, u just have this what-the-fish-after-all-i've-done-you-still-can-give-me-this-crap-well-i-give-up-so-leave-me-alone kinda feelin.

so nowadays, i tend to just back off when im angry because i dont feel its worth my time. *shrugs... i just feel nothing is worth the arguement and heartache. so to the person who's responsible for making me feel like this, after u read this entry, pls dont call me and try to talk about whatever. its over and done with.

i refuse to feel miserable over something or someone. life's too short.

good night people!

ps: exams results coming out with tuesday. TUESDAY! *pulls hair*

2006-12-19T07:37:00.000+08:00

im cold and im hungry. just reached singapore. raining heavily, might have to cancel our outing to JB tmr. sob sob.

on a more happy note, i finally rebonded my hair. yipee. bad hair days be gone! and my hair was like super thick yes, so the girl who did my hair really trimmed it down. which means easy maintaince. but i didnt stop at that...

i had highlights too. first time i dyed. the results? okielah, at least i've tried it. do not wanna wake up one day when im 40 and realised i nvr tried dying before. know what i mean. i'm thinking of making a list of all the things i have to do before im 25 and 30. *ponders*

and oh ya, the whole lot of u start tagging on my tag board with msgs like " why higlight and rebond when no one can see?" messages.. i would like to say that i did it all for ME. not other ppl. personal satisfaction lah gitu~ *grins*

i'm done blogging and now its time to hit the sack. nice weather to cuddle cuddle under comforter with my bolster.

*waves goodbye*

2006-12-18T01:26:00.000+08:00

lunch at mackenzie rex, movies at the grand cathay and dinner at east coast. had a nice time bf, thank you very much.

in the movies.. sempat~

the tired bf who brought his gf to east coast nonetheless

2006-12-17T02:18:00.000+08:00

BORED! damn i hate holidays. anyway, i got this from one of my cousins' blogs.

can u name 11 ppl? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11 people...This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list thenames first... No Cheating!!!

1) boyfriend
2) piggo
3) syl
4) karima
5) rens
6) miche
7) az
8) joy
9) stan
10) ryan
11) firdaus

How did you meet 10?
-> classmate in first yr uni

What would you do if you had never met 6?
-> i wont be able to witness ah bengs angry and wanting to beat up someone. power!

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
-> i would give 2 my condolences cause he wont survive her. 6 needs a man MAN. no offense piggo. hehehe

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
-> seen no. heard yes, plenty. she'll usually cry when she hears me cry.

Do you think 1 is pretty?
-> yes. 1 is pretty. even prettier than me.

Tell me something about number 11
-> that dude is bloody proud to be indian and thinks all malays are losers. *piak piak*

How do you know 8?
-> classmate in JC.

Would you ever go on a date with number 5?
-> oh shit. i was hoping number 5 wasnt u rens. haha.. but YEAH baby. give me call sometimes. *winks*

What's 7's favorite color?
-> i have no idea

What would you do if 2 confessed he liked you?
-> if piggo confess he likes me? likes LIKES likes? gosh. lets see. i'll kick him in the groin and run away screaming. :P kidding

Fact about 9:
-> he's away in germany and gets to tour around europe like nobody's business

Who is 6 going out with?
-> *gasp* i dont know. sob sob

Who is number 5 to you?
-> a friend who always has the answers

Would you ever live with 11?
-> hahahaha... absurd question

Is 2 single?
-> nope

How much does 3 mean to you?
-> she means alot to me. my rock in civil engineering.

What do you think about 1?
-> i think he's one the best things that ever happened in my life. is the feeling mutual boyfriend? *poke poke* well is it??

What's the best thing about number 8?
-> she's very sweet and girly-girly. so not like me.

What do you dislike about number 10?
-> so hard to get him for lunch

Favorite Memory with 4?
-> the sleepovers with her and her sister

2006-12-16T16:21:00.000+08:00

the past week have been dedicated to watching dvds - each night, i watch 3 movies. i usually sleep at 5 am which explains my panda eyes. sob sob. and oh yah, one of you have my Pride and Prejudice. who ah? *scratch head* i feel like watching it since i cant get the BBC mini series version. Colin Firth!!!!!

anyway, i'll be rebonding my hair this monday! insyaAllah, if nothing cocks up lah kan. my parents sponsoring since my dad got his bonus. and i heard from my uncle this yr, the civil servants gets like what 2.5 months bonus? is it true? gosh, wait for me wait for me lah. but with my luck, im not surprised if the economy slows down the moment i enter the service. bleah.

and the green appple baby has arrived! weeee. so now my mom and i can drive to city square to lepak and go shopping in the afternooons. shiok! k lah, thats all for this entry. i shall update more soon.

ps: syl, exams out on the 26th dec leh. dont scare me lah...

2006-12-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

the baby was sick so the aunt didnt go jb yesterday. but i still entered singapore since the bf said he misses me so much. awwwwwww~ there there...*pats shoulder* k lah, the feeling was mutual. *grins* pizza hut and movies. i hope you feel much better bf. the holidays will be over in 3 weeks and then we can see each other as often as you like. muacks.

oh yah, was meaning to blog about this...ex-es. i dont know where people get this misguided notion that ex-es could be friends because lets face it, they cant. in order to break up, probably a lot of shitty things would have transpired between the 2 parties and unfortunately, you cant just forget about the past can you? unless the person has amnesia or some other memory related disease...

but anyway, the point is : stop this nonsense about wanting to be friends because being a friend requires more than just occasional smses and emails and chats online. it requires trust and respect which i am sure, in most cases, were already lost which then explains why the 2 people are no longer in the relationship in the first place. dig? dug? i hope so. i mean, im not saying 2 people should be enemies or something because thats not healthy too.

moral of the story? just be civil to your ex. if you're to pass him/her on the street, a smile and a simple hello-how-are-you-okie-i-have-to-go greeting will suffice. there's no need to go have a cup of coffee to catch up nor is there is a reason to pick up the biggest rock u can find lying around and then hurling it at him/her.

there you go. Lesson 1101 on How to Treat Your Ex.

2006-12-09T07:44:00.000+08:00

im back! there's a kenduri arwah today. will be returning back to jb today. mom is already at my aunt's place. i get to go back bt batok and sleep. will only go there around 4. guest of honour lah gitu kan~ hehehe...

anyway, the plan to enter NIE is finalised. so thats The Plan, k bf? Final answer tau. talked to my dad about it and he really approves of it. so the plan's all set. 6 more months to go and i'll be officially a working adult. hehe! im kinda excited. because my parents have planned a few things. and all these plans depends on me entering NIE this june.

1. Operation Rush - if im lucky, it'll be executed in june'07 instead on dec'07! *runs around the room*

2. The Vacation - Visit my sister in Belgium and touring around Europe for the whole month of dec'07.

3. Operation Top Secret - errm, the name itself is self explainatory. cant go into detail.

so ya, those are a few of the plans that i have already. exciting kan kan kan kan? the excitement is building up! i'm glad and bersyukur tergerak hati i to apply for teaching. i have to say the talks with the bf really helps.

thank you eh dear for planting the idea in my head. hehehe. sayang dier~ okie, enuf of pda- public display of effection.

i gotta do my 5 page interim report for my fyp.

cheerio~

2006-12-07T17:21:00.000+08:00

exams are finally over. Amen. paper was do-able. time to go back jb, buy lots of dvds and jog on the treadmill my mom just bought.

the goal for this holidays is lose a minimum of 3 kg.

have a good one people. MUUUUAAAAAAAH! and boyfriend, i'll be seeing you soon. love you.

2006-12-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

im too tired to study. cant concentrate.

*runs around the room*

after my paper, i'll be going back JB (and for the last time, i AM singaporean) for the holidays. there wont be internet connection so that means, no updates. okie, there will be an update on the 13th.

bf and his aunty and of course, her lovable children will be visiting my mom and i in jb. i foresee some major babysitting for me and the bf while the aunty goes shopping~

its 1.15. shit. have to sleep.

nites!

***

this was a post i saw on some bulletin.

Location: Bukit Batok
Student: P5 boy
Subjects: English and Maths
Rate:$220-230 for 8 lessons
Frequency:1.5hr/twice/week
Tutor: Female chinese tutor who is above 25yrs and must be able to
handle the tutee as he is very mischievous.
Remark: The tutee is very mischievous and there is an occassion he bit
the tutor. However the parent is most willing to work with tutor on how
to deal with him on this.

WTH.... i would just put a muzzle on that little bugger.

2006-12-05T19:25:00.000+08:00

right, so yesterday was spent playing around with phone. met the bf at lavender at 7pm. ate kfc(he was craving for it) and watched Flags of Our Fathers at Shaw Towers. now the bf understands why i love that place. its just so big. the show was quite okie, not so much of a war movie. its really about flags or more accurately, its about the men who raised the flag during one of the battles. *smacks head*

and after discussion with the parents and bf, Operation Rush will commence in june 2007 and hopefully, if things go my way (prays really really hard), you guys will see the results in december the same year. hehe. thats all i'm gonna say k. wont give any details. shhhhh~

oh yah, and just now i checked my glucose level. bloody hell...its low. that explains the headaches that i've been getting. *tsk tsk tsk*

argh, gtg go some reading now.

2006-12-04T15:06:00.000+08:00

i finally bought a phone! i got myself a white N6288, using my dad's plan. happy happy. plus, i got myself a free HP photo printer which i gave my parents. wont be needing that since i dont like to keep hardcopies of my pictures. :P and i also gave my N3230 to my mom.

final exams this thursday. shall only start my revision after i figure out how to use my phone. weeee~

*dances around the room*

2006-12-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

after lunch, bf sent me to school. had a 1pm paper. financial accounting. *what was i thinking*

we met with a small, tiny weenie accident while bf was riding his bike in the carpark. a stupid bloody idiot reverse his car out of his parking space without checking for incoming traffic. so bf's wife kissed the asshole's rear.

mind you, this happened 30 mins before my paper. scary hoi. but anyway, what a idiot lah!!!
*growl* lucky bf was alert enough.

after my paper, i came home and started cleaning up the house. tsk tsk tsk. spent 3 hours doing the chores. *yawn* and now i'm sleepy. can sleep soundly tonight coz tmr, my parents will FINALLY come and visit me. its been weeks since i last met them. *tsk tsk tsk*

okie then, good night ppl. have a jolly good weekend!

muacks

2006-11-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

so the paper went okie after which i met bf for lunch, at banquet where else. we were both starving so lunch was quick. didnt talk till we finish the food. hehe. gelojoh betul lah~ but when its time to go ntu, we found out bf's bike was blocked by another bike. otak takde ke~ plus it was raining heavily.

so where can we go??? his aunty's house lah. home of the most adorable 7 month old baby. reached there at 7pm and left only at 10pm. man, kalau pasal lepak dengan budak, the bf number one lah. we babysit the kids while his aunt did her household chores.

now, im at home. tired and sleepy. will only start on FNA tmr. just realised the finals is only 40%. rest is project work and test. so not bad. *grins* there's hope still for me.

gonna sleep now. *yawn*

buh bye now *waves*

2006-11-30T00:51:00.000+08:00

my life is very happening you know coz u know why???!!! i tell you bloody why! reached home to find my kitchen flooded. flooded.. FLOODED! the pipe underneath the sink burst. burst. BURST!

shock shock horror horror shock shock horror. screamed at bf to turned off the main water pipe. problem is, he doesnt know where is it. took me a while to remember its outside. *smacks head*

after he did switched the main pipe off, we inspected the damage. bf then went down to his bike to get his tools(sounds hot eh, my bf has got TOOLS). when he came back, i let him do his plumbing magic all alone in the kitchen. dont wanna get in the way.

and u know what?! my darling bf solved the problem. he used another pipe from the toilet to divert the water flow whatever crap. too tired to think of the correct terms. *yawn*

but my bf saved the day. i think father is gonna be a bit impressed.

i love you bf. *muaaaacccks* i really do.

2006-11-28T13:14:00.000+08:00

it was fabulous. it really was. and i am glad the bf enjoyed his first theatre experience. the reason i bought the tickets i.e. hang tuah did not disappoint. i was pinching bf everytime he came out. so in retaliation, bf was drooling over one of the dancers. but its okie. we both enjoyed ourselves. :P

our favourite characters? Gusti Adipati Handaya Ningrat played by A.C Mizal and Sultan Mahmud played by Adlin Aman Ramlie. bf called the sultan guy a crook coz he kinda looks like one and was super amazed when that guy started singing.. perfectly. "yes baby dear. the crook can sing.. " hehehe. and oh yah. tiara's performance was splendid.

after the show, we went to lau pa sat where bf treated me to dinner. grilled stingray, butter squid, cockles... yum. the chilli was hot and i was seriously tearing while i ate, but it was goooood. pleasurable pain~ ahaks.

right. 2 more days till my concrete paper and i've only watched 3 webcast. better continue today!

toodles~

2006-11-26T00:55:00.000+08:00

watched Casino Royale last night. one of the best bond movies i've watched. i wasted 2 whole days so far. i better do some studying tmr before the musical. will be meeting bf at esplanade since he'll be busy the whole day.

im in a bad mood. i dont know why. plus, im craving for seafood. i wanna go east coast and stuffed myself with prawns, squids and other seafood stuff ppl sell there. im also craving for sushi. damn japan hour. now i have to go jusco but the earliest in on the 2nd after my fna paper.

argh. and i still cant find Green Star. hooooooooow~

okie, im rambling but i dont care. im in a bad mood.

*cover face with pillow*

2006-11-24T15:47:00.000+08:00

unbelievable. i've lost my thumbdrive again! and as usual, i didnt realise it until someone emailed me. this was the email i got.

Hi,

I saw a Kingston thumb drive in the computer cluster. I had to look into the contents to find out who it belongs to. I think it belongs one of you. Please reply, call or sms me. 97697*** to claim it back. I would need you to verify your particulars to ensure that I do not give it to a person who wrongfully claims ownership.

Regards

Mus’ab Bamadhaj

hahahahahaha... thats the second time in 2 weeks i lost my thumbdrive. its so ugly that ppl actually bother to return it to me. heheheh.

right, i have to go to school now. the upgrading has started once again. shit shit shit.

arrghhh

2006-11-23T16:49:00.000+08:00

finished my first paper today. human resource management. a load of ******** i have to say. the questions were relatively easy. no ge-giant words. hehe... (ge-giant was what a primary one kid said to me "cher, you ge-giant ah... " so cute right. i didnt bother correcting him. ge-giant pun ge-giant lah~)

i attempted the first and the last question. Question number one got me into a wee bit of a problem. I think i contradicted myself somewhere. damn. *shrugs* if you cant convince them, confuse them.

after the paper, had lunch wih piggo where once again, we talked about job prospects. the topic never gets old. though i've pretty much decided what i wanna do, there's still a part of me that wonders whether theres anything better out there for me. *shrugs*

so now, in ntu once again. happily seated at the ctis while i wait for bf to finish his paper at 7.30pm. spend 3 hours playing games while bf and his friends tried to stufy for the paper. jiayou jiayou nan peng you~ *waves pom poms*

tonight after his paper, im planning to go out! 7 days till my next paper. i think i deserve a little rest after studying for HRM.

okie then, i'm bored already. time to play games.

toodles~

2006-11-23T00:02:00.000+08:00

nothing to blog about today cause nothing much happened. only interesting thing was the email i received from piggo that i'll share with you guys...

QUESTION & ANSWER SESSION ON HEALTH

Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true?

A: Your heart is only good for a certain many beats, and that's it...with say plus or minus a few extra hundred or so more beats. So don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap.

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Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?

A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.

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Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake?

A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, that means they take the water out of the fruity bit so you get even more of the goodness that way. Beer is also made out of grain. Bottoms up!

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Q: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio?

A: Well, if you have a body and you have fat, your ratio is one to one. If you have two bodies, your ratio is two to one, etc.

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Q: What are some of the advantages of participating in a regular exercise program?

A: Can't think of a single one, sorry. My philosophy is: No Pain...Good !

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Q: Aren't fried foods bad for you?

A: YOU'RE NOT LISTENING!!!... Foods are fried these days in vegetable oil. In fact, they're permeated in it. How could getting more vegetables be bad for you?

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Q: Will sit-ups help prevent me from getting a little soft around the middle?

A: Definitely not! When you exercise a muscle, it gets bigger. You should only be doing sit-ups if you want a bigger stomach.

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Q: Is chocolate bad for me?

A: Are you crazy? HELLO.. Cocoa beans! Another vegetable!!! It's the best feel-good food around!

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Q: Is swimming good for your figure?

A: If swimming is good for your figure, explain whales to me.

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Q: Is getting in-shape important for my lifestyle?

A: Hey! 'Round' is a shape!

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Well, I hope this has cleared up any misconceptions you may have had about food and diets.

And remember:
"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - chocolate in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO, What a Ride!" :o)

Okie.. back to my readings. Paper tmr at 9am! *pulls hair*

buh bye now~

toodles

2006-11-21T18:53:00.000+08:00

reached home at 12.30am last night. just finised two readings for the hr paper this thursday. sian.

alone at a ntu comp lab now. bf's sitting with his buddies at their usual place. didnt wanna go cause i'm enjoying the smoke-free air-conditioned environment here. hehe. its really cold! weeee~ i cant feel my fingers cause im seated right under the aircon vent. *grins*

just now, i received a sms from one of my guy friends.

A: salam. eh ask u, do you by any chance know a Hosni from ntu civil eng?

*amused* me: Hosni ah.. hmmm.. i think i know who. why? wassup?

A: oh u know ah. i have a friend who wants to get to know him.

okie.. at this point, i was too curious to reply to A's sms. called him up to clarify the matter. apparently, A has a friend (he wont disclosed the gender) who wants to get to know Hosni. You guys remember who is Hosni right? My bf. Thats right. So this guy is smsing me, asking me if i know my bf cause someone wants to get to know my bf.

*toing* its "bad" enough he's telling me someone wants to get to know my bf, but now there a remote possibilty the someone is a HE?

*kwang kwang kwang*

when A asked me how i know bf, i told him i was related to bf. plus, i told A if his fren decided to make a move, i can help. hahahaha... not that i mean it lah. but i just want to know who is this person.

but bf was not happy that i didnt tell A im his gf. so i had to tell A the truth (cause bf was frowning and bf looks fierce and non-lovable when he's angry...hehe) immediately A said that there was no one - it was a ploy to get me to tell him my bf's name.

*smacks head* lame lame lame. i wont fall for that! there's really no need to cover up 'cause i'm cool with the idea someone drooling over my bf. *grins* steady ah boyfriend, ader peminat seeeeey~ hahahaha.. weee weeeeeeeet~

like i always say "if it happens, it happens" tak yah stress stress :P okie, back to my readings. zzzzzzzzzzzzz...

buh bye now~

2006-11-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

im in a better mood than yesterday. finally, the 3 CE projects are done. the problem now is that nobody wants to hand it in. personally, i think ben and i should be excused from going down to school to hand the bloody projects cause we did the most work. between the 2 of us, we completed like 2.4 out of 3 projects. so im switching off my phone in case Mr Personality calls and try to get me to do it. ben has already disappeared from msn. hehehe.

right now, the only project left is the fna. i still have yet to type out anything. will do it right after i blog. but first.. lunch!!!

okie.. buh bye now. thank you, come again

2006-11-20T02:40:00.000+08:00

exams in 3 days but i still have one project due this friday. it sucks. it really does. i'm very stressed out. so people, dont piss me off please.

2006-11-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

just got home. bf had finished his paper so he's in no mood to study. the next best thing to do was to have dinner at west coast followed by movie; the guardian. not bad not bad.

anyway, meeting with t went zzz. he didnt read up like he's supposed to so i ended teaching him stuff. which is okie but we just dont have time for all that. god. we decided that each of us will do the CYCLONE model and we'll compare tmr. why do i get the feeling he wont do anything? im so pissed lah. this is takng far too much time. HR paper is 5 days way and i havent started my revision for it, let alone the readings. *pulls hair*

oh ya! this morning, when i opened my school email, i got an email that reads " a kingston thumbdrive was found at *****. one of the folders contained your email add. pls approach the bla bla bla. " so i lost my thumbdrive. and i didnt even realise it until i read that email. haha.. got it back btw. weeee.

5 hours later, i nearly lost my wallet, mp3 player and watch. i left these 3 items on the comp table and changed comp cluster. so yeah, i realised the stuff was missing 1 hour later. lucky the stuff was there... right where i left it. and the room was crowded somemore. *phew* ALHAMDULLILAH~

k then. i better sleep early tonight. have to wake up early tmr to start on my CYCLONE model. i figured the models could get us like 2-3% out of the 10%. *prays hard*

toodles~

2006-11-16T20:22:00.000+08:00

thanks to the little midget, im now studying for my CEM module. meeting T tomorrow for project in the afternoon. Morning i have FNA grp meeting with J and the other 2 smarties from bio-engine. sigh.

hope bf will make time for me later tonight. feel like eating at west coast. i realise i blog alot because i have alot to say but no one to listen to me. thats pathetic.

staying alone aint that fun.

2006-11-16T11:42:00.000+08:00

just finished my fyp meeting with a and y. after the meeting, i was discussing with a when prof c came along.

c : eh! i havent been seeing you in lecture! why?

me : ermm.. i have something on mondays ah sir. dont worry, i've been catching up.

c : ya ya, thats what you all say. you final yr students ah. look at a. a comes to my lectures. he's a good student. if he gets a and you get d, dont come and find me ah.

me: no lah. wont lah sir. dont worry. i'll swim on my own. i've been managing the class and projects well.

c : ya, because you got group mates what.

i nearly choked when i heard this. hahahahahaha... fyi, ALL my group members dont attend lectures. so ya lah, im screwed lah. what a way to start my day.

BUGGER OFF, you little midget. and take your lousy incomprehensible lecture notes with you. *kick kick*

2006-11-15T12:47:00.000+08:00

good morning! just woke up. yawn... bf is having is econs paper now. good luck dearie. jiayou jiayou.

yesterday, i stayed in ntu till 5.30pm. bf send me back cause i kept dozing off. hehehe. kena halau sey~ but it was a wise decision.

anyway, i think i might have a slight case of carpal tunnel. either that, or im paranoid. first was the hyper thyrosine and now this. not going to consult the sisters coz they're sure to blast me off.

k then, i better start work and read the 3 thesis. each 200 pages long. wth. have to do a 300 word write-up on each of them by tmr. meeting with yusouf. *stamps feet*

toodles.

ps: second thoughts second thoughts. why am i so unsure about this decision i made?

2006-11-14T13:51:00.000+08:00

as from 11am today, i've accepted the offer of appointment from..... MOE. yessir. going to be a teacher, teaching physics and mathematics. i'll be starting in june 2007. i've though about it long and hard, taking in consideration the benefits i'll be getting. not forgetting the fact that i'm a girl and that working in the construction industry would be like ****.

pros
1. job waiting for me when i graduate.
2. stable, stable job.
3. when in nie, i can be with bf in ntu. (this is i like)
4. can wear all my skirts , baju kurung and informal clothes. (this is i really like)
5. there's 12 weeks of school vacation. (jumps around like a mad person)
6. if and when i have kids, more time to spend with them. (subjected to my time management skills)
7. can charge alot more if i give tuition.

cons
1. the students will really test my patience.
2. marking and paper work. but then again, how difficult would marking math assigments be?
3. 3 yr bond but that just means i have a job for 3 yrs doesnt it?

so that settles it, i can now focus on my studies and not worry about what i'm gonna do when i graduate. Alhamdullilah. my family and bf have been very supportive. thank you. *hugs* kiss kiss.

toodles~

2006-11-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

my request for deferment has been approved. so ya, i got a job waiting for me once i graduate. good? yes? or should i rethink my decision.

should i? should i? should i?

*ponders*

2006-11-12T19:34:00.000+08:00

yet another entry from ntu. reached sch at about 6.30am. so early right??!! *pat shoulder* bf and i felt guilty for slacking the past 2 days. we even found time to watch a movie yesterday. Step Up, predictable but man, channing tatum can really dance! in the words of bf " Baaaaaiiikkkkkkkk~"

at about 7.15am, parents came to send us breakfast from JB. 5 packets of thosai. *rubs tummy* and ithli. is that how you guys spell it? but ya, between the two of us, we could only managed to finish one packet. at around 11am, we made our way to his aunt's place to pass the birthday girl her pressies we got her yesterday. which means... i get to carry the baby!

and i did! without her crying i might add. of course she laughs more when her abang hosni was making the funny faces, but doesnt matter.. i get to carry that little cute baby. *smiles*

left for school one hour later and continued studying. i listened to 4 hours of webcast and covered the first 3 lecture notes. but still couldnt answer the tutorial questions. that just sucks lah! so i slept on the benches. coupled with the rain and breeze, its one of the best naps i've had.

right now, we've just finished eating dinner. my parents bought us fried spring chicked, dadih and even one kg of longan since they're going back to jb via tuas. wahahaha... so from now on, i've been disallowed from telling them i'm studying in school. *grins*

eh okie, bf playing soccer with S now. gonna watch.hehe!

bye...*waves*